Saturday, April 17, 2010

WORD FOR THE DAY

It may be that when we no longer know which way to go we have come to our real journey. The mind that is not baffled is not employed. The impeded stream is the one that sings.

Wendell Berry
Collected Poems

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

You Can Go Home Again...

...but it doesn't mean you can stay there forever. I took a trip back east last week. I spent two days in New York City with someone who means far too much to me and then flew to Syracuse where I had close to three days to catch up with as many people as I could. All this was brought about by a birthday dinner that I had always been a part of and which I wanted to still be a part of. I told myself that I had the time and the money and that may not be true again for awhile. I told myself I needed to do it. My hope was that the trip would turn things around for me and that I would come back feeling renewed and determined to move ahead, something I have not been doing.

So here I am, back in Seattle, and starting to move forward, even if the trip made me feel that I really don't know anymore where I belong.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

The Past

I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.
~Herb Caen
This is not what I want to do but so often I find myself doing exactly that. I suppose I should be grateful that it is not like this all of the time.